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lackingdaze) wrote2021-10-03 09:46 am
lackingdaze) wrote2021-10-03 09:46 am
september media round-up
i've been a little busy so this going to be quite barebones
WATCHING
MOVIES
shang-chi and the legend of the ten rings ☆☆☆
me turning off my annoying asamst brain to watch this non-critically...again this is just a marvel movie but i had fun watching it in theaters
promising young woman ☆☆☆
um i don't really have much to say about this either
shubh mangal zyada saavdhan ☆☆
ok i saw shakti and kaia watching this a while ago so i wanted to check it out and um. WHY WAS THIS LITERALLY SO INSANE? but also entertaining. i watched it with my friend + roommate who was like what the fuck is this....but also do you ever kiss your boyfriend at your cousin's wedding in front of your homophobic dad who is genetically engineering cauliflowers and then your uncle throws a jacket over you and your aunt in-law says you're just exchanging cardamom seeds. with YOUR MOUTHS?
SHOWS
hospital playlist s2 ☆☆☆.5
this sure was a show i watched and finished. i think i enjoyed the first season far more and i find some of the relationship development between certain couples aggravating (ex. jungwon and gyeo-ul's dynamic completely changing from the prev season's antagonism to baby talk pda)...but also yay for ikjun and songhwa finally getting together <3
hometown cha cha cha ⏯
THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK? life is just making dinner in the airfryer and watching homcha with my purple led lights on....i've already said this on twitter but DUSIK/HYEJIN/SEONGHYUN WHY_NOT_BOTH.GIF?
spoilers i guess
is this even a spoiler. i mean from the get-go its obv shikhye are the endgame but why did seonghyun "amiably" acknowledging dusik and shikhye dating and being like "i like hyejin....but i also like you" make me lose it....also the "STOP SMILING YOU'LL GROW ON ME"??? i just think they would the perfect trio TT_TT
squid games ⏯
watching it right now as i write this up! i was watching it with my friends up until the second ep but then it got so slow in the second ep....just going to mindlessly binge this so i can say "omg i've watched squid games" in awkward icebreaker convos
the great shaman ga doo shim ⏯
this is just a bad teen drama with yoo seonho wearing ugly lip tint but i think KIM SAERON / NAM DAREUM OPTICS ARE PERFECT. like i know he's just a guy who has a ig account run by his mom but still....
street woman fighter ⏯
do i want to have critical thought about this....well anyways my favorite crew in terms of performances are def PROWDMON even though kayday and monica scare me but also LIPJ_MONICA_DYNAMIX? i think they consistently show very different stages but still retain their own unique style, i loved the way they've interpreted all the challenges so far <3 also i do like lee jung's style a lot but i don't why ygx keeps dominating the show (well i do know why) when all of their performances are just...kind of the same riff off each other. lachica aren't doing so hot rn but any one a SIMEEZ FAN?
girls planet 999 ⏯
guys i actually like NONAKA SHANA SO MUCH TTATT also so surprised chen hswinwei is still here but u go flop queen <3
READING
i read nothing this month aside from bad manuscripts that gave me a career crisis. actually i started bunny by mona awad but i only got 20% through before it was due at the library ;-; it was really good so far though, the premise is perfect to me (mean girls cult at an mfa program) i'll probably just pick it up again after this quarter ends. i'm so sad that i had to give up all my other holds (the memory police, the other black girl, wilder girls, the chosen and the beautiful) but i don't think i'm going to get much recreational reading done this quarter on top of my work + school readings
edit: oh wait no i realized i also read heartstopper by alice oseman. it was cute i guess?
also i set the bar on the ground for myself but i finished my 2021 goal of reading 21 books!
LISTENING
was so embarrassed when i realized i flubbed last month's music section because i couldn't do math...anyways here are my stats
total scrobbles: 1,283
avg scrobbles per day: 42
top artists:
1. cix (92)
2. lil nas x (75)
3. stayc (72)
4. now, now (54)
5. txt (49)
top tracks:
1. slow down — stayc (33)
2. the realist — onf (21)
3. down — a.c.e (18)
4. how you like that — blackpink (18)
5. stayc — stereotype (17)
top albums (excluding singles)
1. montero — lil nas x (59)
2. stereotype — stayc (58)
3. saved — now, now (53)
4. 'ok' prologue: be ok — cix (26)
5. border: day one — enhypen (25)
i'm surprised montero is my top album but honestly it's just a good pop album to loop while doing work and driving around running errands/driving around my normie friends. i also started listening to now, now per tori's recommendation a few months ago [re: stayaway obsession] and i think my fave tracks on saved are sgl, yours, and drive. i also liked holy water a lot at first but then it started to grate me on me idk TTATT
can't believe DOWN BY A.C.E. made in to my round-up for the third time in a row truly the power of i'm not the type to catch feelings something about you got me stuck and i'm sinkin'.....i need to diversify my tastes fr
i wish there was also some way to track this like last.fm but i started listened to a lot of podcast recently! and by a lot + recently i meant when i was making the 4.5 hr drive back to school...
some podcasts
- invisibilia: friendly ghost story — recommended by my friend! i feel like with podcasts it's kind of like goes in one ear out the next and also some of the guests they feature in this are like. well you're just kind of an asshole....but per the title this made me ruminate a little on how fleeting relationships can actually be....and also the idea that relationships can fade out but also revive and that everything is just in a state of fluctuation ;=; i still have to listen to the other eps in this season
- radiolab — re: i am not an auditory learner but also RADIOLAB IS SO GOOOD? i'm constantly impressed by their sound design and how they make random science-y stories interesting. i was also recommended this by the same friend when we were working at a radio/podcast internship together before i realized i hate journalism and radio but ANYWAYS. highly recommend the gonads: dutee and the queen of dying episodes, they were so well-written. also this is from a while back but the BREATH episode is amazing...unparalleled.....listened to it in la rush hour traffic and almost cried
i guess i'm also trying to pick up listening to up first in the morning again so i can normie-fy myself...sorry for being like this.
WRITING
i wrote nothing but also like, iykyk. i still haven't touched miniz_wip.docx since starting school but i am also tortured daily by the temptation of writing your run of the mill college romcom au for SUNTAK.
THINKING
um. why is being back at school so harrowing. i think every day i oscillate between experiencing FOMO and wishing i had better social skills to realizing that i'm just a hag who is tired and scared of covid......something about the sunk cost fallacy of trying to be social and make friends even though it's all futile bc i'm not going to be on campus come january. also going to a "party school" in a college town is so. I CAN'T DRIVE ANYWHERE ON THE WEEKENDS WITHOUT THE FEAR I'M GOING TO RUN OVER A GROUP OF DRUNK FRESHMEN! also i literally live next to frat row. anyways i'm hanging in there
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anyway haiii ur content is always so iconic and i’m glad i have someone to talk to about the CRAZY HOMCHA TRIANGLE!!!! although NOW i’m like. all right what are we going to get for the last 4 episodes 😭😭😭 and since i’m fairly certain we won’t get the loveline I WANT i’m doubly like All Right. What are we going to get for the last 4 episodes!!!! [dread]
and i gave up on watching gp999 so i will just absorb thoughts vicariously through other people but i love useless visuals and i’m so pleased chen hsinwei is still there!!! also re: READING..... um did u read heartstopper online or just read all the volumes because i think i’m behind now but i’m actually rly fond of the series and have a signed volume HLSDKH even though yeah it has barely any substance (at least at the beginning) and is just kind of U Know. i am alice oseman supporter tho <3 and congrats on ur reading goal!!!
moving onto music… YES WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!! SLOW DOWN AND THE REALIST ARE PERFECT SONGS SO… i also did listen to montero more than i thought i did and i think it’s mildly because his songs are so SHORT LOL… u listen for 10 minutes and ur already halfway thru the album!! ok i’m just kidding but i’m glad he’s enjoying himself with his tiktok-oriented music 🥰 btw have u listened to threads too or do u just prefer saved??? i used to rly like school_friends.mp3 back in the day T___T
also @ ao3 user deadtime (lackadaisical) your writing is perfect and u are everything. as always! AND I MADE A PHYSICAL NOISE READING "RUN OF THE MILL COLLEGE ROMCOM AU FOR SUNTAK" U DON’T GET ITT!!!! I MEAN U GET IT ENTIRELY AND THAT’S WHY U DON’T GET IT!!! i think i would literally start crying and shaking and sobbing if u actually did this because it would give me life and then even more TT___TT like yes i just want sunoo to have nice little normie boyfriend!!! THANK U FOR THE HYPOTHETICAL FOOD!!!
ok i'll stop spamming u now. but i totally get it re: school and i hope u are staying safe despite everything ❤️ also i thought i was a hag too but now i feel like babie and the youngest person everywhere i go and it’s terrifying ❤️ we got this!! T___T
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i feel like i didn't go into promising young woman with any expectations other than this article that carmen maria machado wrote for it.....and i think the article was better at extrapolating nuance than the movie actually was at presenting it, so TTATT
HOMCHA IS QUITE LITERALLY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK NOW, though i too don't know what they're planning to do for the last few episodes TTATT like what is this angst plot.....and i support u so much on your chohwa thoughts even if the writers didn't deliver on all of the obvious, palpable potential....SPEAK YOUR TRUTH TO POWER !!
i don't think you're missing out on anything in terms of gp99....idk how much longer chen hsinwei is going to be there (i think it would be highly unlikely but hilarious if she made it to the final line up) but i'm so proud of her for making it this far <3 AND UM!! ok i just read the first volume of heartstopper on libby because i didn't know it was on webtoon but now i'm making my way through it on there slowly but surely..... side note it just clicked for me that alice oseman was the one who wrote radio silence and now i feel the need to reread radio silence with a different brain
also started listening to threads (2012) just recently!! i don't think i've formulated any thoughts on it so far (other than that it's obv a diff sound than saved) because i've been listening to it while doing work but i'm enjoying it so far <3 u will see it in my october round-up for sure
NO U DON'T UNDERSTAND.....every time i see u talk about suntak on the tl i experience a headrush THEY'RE JUST THAT SERIOUS AND THE GP WILL NEVER GET IT BUT U DO??? sometimes people who literally don't know each other can have the perfect optics....hope i can overcome my current writing slump to do suntak justice soon ;-;
as always i love and appreciate your comments, and i'm wishing you the best of luck with your program and being in a new city <3
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ALSO HOMCHA T___T i caught up recently HSDLFH god i hate the yeongguk storyline sooo fucking much bot chohui makes me feel everything in the world ;; even tho her character isn't that hashed out she's one of my favs. also every time i randomly remember that baekseung is in this show i laugh so hard like why did they cut to the idols filming the variety show right after one of dusik's super intense angst scenes HSDFLKHFLDH i'm excited for the final arc though <3
ANYWAY <333 thank u for ur best wishes and i also came here to talk about PYM again HSDLFKHLH. i rly like miss machado's writing but i feel like i rarely agree with some of her takes... i personally appreciated this article after i watched the movie and it makes sense to me that they struggled massively with deciding on the ending for it tbh